I cannot stand the sterile feeling in hospitals. I hate the walls. The green tile they use and the floor with the colored lines that direct you to whe...e you need to go. I hate the smell. But today the smell is worse then ever. I will never forget this day and this smell. I try to explain to the nurse what happened. The first nurse pushes the door open and walks over to the nurse that is asking me some questions and whispers something in her ear. She looks at Nick and I and slides down the desk. “Hi Brit,” he said.“Hi Zachariah.” Her voice was soft and slightly high.“This is Karen. I’ll leave you two to get to know each other.”“Yes Zachariah,” she pouted, and watched him leave the room.Karissa sat on the chair. “I guess I’m your new maid.”“That makes sense,” said Britney.“Anything I could do for you now?”“Have you been a maid before?”“Not a personal maid. I grew up in a big house, sort of residential hotel, and did a lot of the cleaning and was a cook as well.”“I don’t think Juanita. Raat k 11baj gye hote h wo sofe pr nanga baitha hota h jaise he main uske same ata hu wo mujhe dekh kr khush ho jta or uska lun meri aankho k samne khade hone lagta h(aj uska lun bada or mota lag rha hota h)wo mere pas ata h or mere gaalo ko kiss krne lgta h or mujhe ekdm se godi mein utha kr bedrm mein le jata h or mujhe bed pr fenk deta h or meri high heels utar kr meri legs or thighs ko kis krta h or fir mere hontho ko chumne lgta h mujhe bhi tharak chad rhi hoti h main bhi usko kiss krne. But she was alone, way more alone than I previously understood. And I was alone, although maybe less so that her. And she was very attractive, and very naked, and my other head was screaming, “Do it, do it!” I walked over to her, and extended my hand to her. She put her hand in mine, and I pulled her up. She was every bit as desirable as I had imagined. She reached up on her tip toes, and kissed me. Decision made. I reached out to embrace her, but she shivered and pushed me away. Had I.