You expect to see bewilderment because I think you’re completely insane. But you see none of it. You see almost nothing on my face. In fact, in tryi...g to read my reaction only a single word even slips into your mind about what I could be feeling. Peace. Staring evidently off into space, I take a deep breath and finally remake eye contact with you.“I’ve missed you too.”This time there was no stopping us. Our lips met in a flash and we would have been inseparable had anyone thought to try. I. She wasn't there. Her bed was neat and everything was tidy.I wanted to shout — but held on. Terrified, I called her father."Hello, it's a Saturday and whoever you are, do not disturb me’" Typical Jonathan. He never changed.“Fine, Johnny but just tell me, have you seen Mandy?”"Mandy? And who is Mandy, by the way?" he asked."Oh, Johnny this is no time for jokes. Your daughter has left the house and she didn't tell me where she was going." I was boiling. Jonathan sometimes joked over serious. President?"It was Steve. His look said it all."Just say it," I tried to steel myself for bad news."The Secret Service just found the first family, but not the President. Diane, Shirley, and Casey died in the blasts. Their bodies are on the way to Bethesda Naval Hospital for autopsy."I am sorry, Sir. We are all aware of how close you were to the first family."He looked ready to break down, so I pointed to the other recliner chair in my private suite aboard Air Force Two - Now Air Force One - at. Selecting a pair of white pantyhose, with a reinforced toe, I went down to their house and after checking to make sure none of my other neighbours could see I checked the second door. They hadn't locked it before going out and so I went inside then back to their room and put the pantyhose into her drawer. I made sure they were mixed in properly, and didn't look as if they'd just been put in, then left the house and went back to mine.There weren't many chances for me to go through the drawers.