She'd hadthe hardened male will to protect her. She had been strong in a way shenever could be in this body.And worst was the weakness of heart that h...d been exposed to her. Hercowardice and fright had left her feeling vulnerable and pathetic. Shedidn't feel safe anymore and felt like she never would again. Because shewasn't a man.She needed to be one again, to recapture that feeling of security she'dalways possessed. She needed to get back to Griply as soon as possible.She needed to swap back. And so, very tiny, I gently and quickly pressed my lips against his too. I felt him smile with his lips. Now that’s a weird sensation! Feeling somebody else smile against you? It was… *insert superlatives and positive adjectives here*. But being me, I started panicking, was I doing it wrong? How could that be wrong? I lost control a bit and all these million billion new senses took over. All I remember is this: smooshing; soft; wet; safe; he might actually fancy me; crick in my neck; ooooo; oh. He's not going to like it when he learns this put a spy in his midst." Tough. He hates the military in general and he has a serious tech advantage over everyone. Well possibly not Area 51. But nobody knows what's going on out there anyway. Eventually somebody is going to slip in and surprise Stone. I'd rather it be us." Sir, are you willing to explain our motives to a teenager, and let him grill you until he is satisfied?" No." It may come to that." You're dismissed, Staff Sergeant." Yes Sir."I. I soon realized that the job wasn't as creative and exciting as I had imagined, but I spent most of the day making copies and getting coffee, I was just an overly glorified office assistant. Today was the worst day so far, the hours would not pass I was looking forward to getting out of the office and meeting Roger my new boyfriend for some dinner, and judging by what I had on under my clothes I was hoping for much more than just dinner. As I began to imagine what his mouth would feel like.