"Mr. Daley, can you tell me where you are?" asked Cathy when she saw him open his eyes."With a question like that it can't be where I was hoping to go... And here I thought I was looking at a very beautiful angel," William said with a soft smile, but found he wanted to close his eyes once more."Oh, no! You need to stay with me, Mr. Daley," Cathy said giving him a pinch on the hand."Hey, now! Let an old man have his nap, will ya." Mr. Daley you don't need a nap. You need a new pacemaker. We've. My God, Penny. Your breasts are the most arousing sight Ive ever…. Penny dropped to squat in front of me, staring up into my face. She studied me intently for a long moment. Tell me everything, she whispered, tell me what youre feeling. I looked at the heavy breasts now overflowing my hands, I looked at the provocative thrust of the belly globe nesting between ripe thighs, I looked at shimmering hair and curving lips and wide blue eyes. And when I got my voice under control I said, You are. I created you. I gave you life. I've always supported you. I never asked you to do anything for me. I'm asking you now to honor your debt. Promise me you won't ruin your life; you won't succumb to your weakness; you won't hide inside a needle." I promise," I said. I had no choice. When I said it I felt ambivalent. I wanted to be a good boy. I knew how much she wanted me to be. But I was lost.When my mother left the room I shivered, realizing my clothes remained wet and cold from the shower. I. Rounding another small indentation of tall beach grass, I saw that it was pretty much out of sight from beach strollers in either directions. I entered quickly, dropped to my hands and knees. Trying to not be too obvious, I knelt in the warm sand peering through the pale yellow beach grass. Clearly one could see her left arm had snaked it's way into her bathing suit and the motion left little doubt as to her activities. I backed away from my perch in the sharp grass and after.