Tom lent me his VCR and several adult movies for the weekend. At the time, VCRs were very expensive and we didn’t have one yet. Of course I picked...the weekend Meg and I would be home alone, our girls were with their grandparents. Friday, after work I picked up the VCR and tapes from Tom. While Meg prepared our dinner, I was busy setting up the VCR. We both got turned on watching the first movie and had great sex afterwards.Since we were home alone, we watched the second movie Saturday. GO!? I was right. Pain ahead. I started with the left. Each snap shooting the pain further up my abdomen. The right made things even worse. Why was I subjecting myself to this? What was wrong with me? I felt physically ill. And the pain in my balls was beginning to throb. They turned an even deeper shade of red. I couldn’t even yelp out in pain due to the socks in my mouth. Fortunately, I could barely taste them at this point. ?Done Sir. My balls hurt a lot. I feel sick? . She looked at Andrew and could see that he was eating it up."You've taken the ideas right out of my head," Andrew said nodding his head excitedly."It gives me a kind of sensation in my mouth makes me want to put something in it." That's a good touch." Also induces a kind of burning desire in my loins."Amber asked, "Is this some kind of alien Spanish Fly?" Bingo," Bambi said pointing a finger at Amber."I like it. Let's do it," Andrew said.Bambi suddenly realized that getting Andrew naked was. The sex with Joe was the one part of my life that was perfect. Those stolen moments in empty classrooms, store cupboards and toilets were what I lived for. As a counterpoint to those wonderfully intense moments of guilt ridden passion, I had started something else. I was taking a life drawing class. My interest in art had been lost somewhere along the way; sacrificed on the altar of being the best girlfriend I could be. Joe had taught me that you should go after the things you wanted as that.