As I sat there eating and drinking a beer, I began to wonder if Colleen had really gone shopping, or could she be meeting Bill somewhere? Suddenly it ...ame to me that I was facing a whole new realm of conscious thought. It had never occurred to me before that Colleen would be capable of such a thing because she was so dogmatic about her code of morality. After last night, however, I had my doubts that she could refuse someone like Bill. I wondered how far she might have gone with Bill had I not. He did say there would be lots of people, perhaps I should go so everyone can see me there which would suggest I’m not as anti-social as everyone might think I am. However I did not want to show up alone, that could be a little weird so I had to find somebody to go with me, but who? While at home I started to get ready early, I wanted to make sure that I looked my best. It was up to me that everyone should see that big girls can be sexy too. I had a Victoria Secret push-up-bra that made my tits. Everywhere I looked was a camel toe, bare boob or other distraction.In due course we found ourselves back in our room before the evening meal.My wife declared that she was going to take a shower and went into the bathroom, I waited outside and allocated the kids some activities to keep them busy, I inserted myself into the bathroom and offered to wash her back or something.She told me I should be out there looking after the kids but she sounded fairly tolerant and amenable.I persisted and. I had to do something here, but what?I lay in the tunnel and smelled the earth. It had a must of something very old. I sensed there, in the darkness, that I was still dressed. Somehow I just knew I had to remove my clothing. My shirt was already gone. So I removed my shoes, and then my socks. I felt warmed, as if I was being smiled upon by my mother for doing something good.I undid my jeans and kicked them along with the underwear from my body. Then, finally naked, I was drawn to move on. I.