" "Just how 'female' do we have to get!?!" "You're good and decent people from a respectable family," her Dad told her. "Whew! Then, we don't have to ...e that female," Jesse said with relief. "But we have to be female enough for the girls," Winnie said, wrinkling her nose. "That's what the lady in the Young Miss department kept telling us." "I still wish I didn't have to be," Jesse said. "Er, Jesse, just how long, or short, do the girls in your class wear their hair?" her Dad asked. Jesse. Lambert had written several books on thesubject and was a nationally known expert.Barbara and I sat down in the front row as the professor entered theroom. Dr. Lambert was distinguished looking, about fifty, with greyhair. I had seen him somewhere before, but, I couldn't remember where orwhen.Dr. Lambert walked to the front of the room and stood at the podium ashe began his lecture. "Men and women are mentally as different as theyare physically." He looked around the room and seemed to pick me. I just kind of stood there semi-panicked looking, smiled back and mumbled – no problem.Wow – I didn’t know what to think, either she really was distracted and didn’t notice or she didn’t care. Granted, I was a teenager – white, with long hair to almost my shoulders and a Metallica t-shirt. If she did notice what I was doing, she must’ve been surprised when she turned around and saw me LOL!The fact that she appeared to not even notice made me even bolder.The line was inching forward.She was. Then even the perfect vision of my sleeping mind began to fade. I looked desperately at the world around me. I tried to memorize the sight of it, unblinking. Then it was gone. Felurian looked at me there was no rush of power as I had been expecting no sudden retribution for deifying her. instead she moved towards me slowly, sultry, this time it was her eyes full of desire. I understood. She had never been challenged, I had challenged her and she respected me for it, she wanted me now but didnt.