He got up and followed her into the bathroom. She looked at him with a puzzled look and he reminded her about agreeing to be his complete slut to use ...nyway he wanted. I never seen you naked and now I want to see what kind of body my slut has to give other men. Okay but let me pee first, she said. Josh, having never seen a woman pee, stayed right there. He could hear the pee, but by the way she sat, he didn’t see a thing. Except he did see her panties were all wet and he asked her about. I was very hurt by this, because I thought I meant something to her. I wasnt mature enough to understand." Am I just a sexual interest to you?" She asked."No. I have a little more self control than that. If it had just been physical, I would have stopped it before we started. If I wanted that kind of relationship, I would have been messing around with some of the other girls at the store over the years."I looked deep into her eyes. "I truely do care for you. I love you Tina."The joy in. Just be careful you don’t burn yourself out, Joel,” she said with a sympathetic smile.“I’m close now, Naomi. I’ve been kind of holding my breath as I tackled all these things. In a way, it’s been good to have so much to do. It keeps me from dwelling on losing Dad. But sooner or later, maybe when all the relatives arrive, I’m probably going to have some kind of melt down.”“How have you been sleeping?”“Not well. I’ve been waking up, worried that I’ve forgotten to do something important. Then .... I mean, compared to what you are doing, it doesn't compare in significance. I've decided I want to work with you at Smithton, contributing whatever I can. It's much more fulfilling." I don't understand. You've done all that work and now you want to ... discard it? That doesn't make sense, Georgette." I won't discard it. I will complete it, John. I just won't use it or open a practice." But why?" It's simple, really. I have come to understand why you started this project and why it is so.