She went off the rails for a while, drank too much, had disagreements with her family and friends, overall lost her mojo and sense of purpose. At the ...ime we did not see much of Helen, when we did you could tell how devastated she was. We learnt more about her grieve and emotions long after Robert’s death as Helen came back from the abyss of grief and began to rebuild her life. Helen joined a gym and began to look after herself better. Fortunately she had female friend who was also a widower. . (they would kill me, I thought) ... This was all a misunderstanding and I hope you won't let a little embarrassment stand in the way of our friendship. I really need you as a friend and I think Cindy does too." Cindy was vigorously shaking her head yes and put her arm around Cynthia, giving her a hug."Cynthia, yesterday when you called me Jim instead of Uncle Jim I thought that you had gotten too old to think of me as your uncle. That made me a little sad. Then when you made the comment about. They lived for obscenity, ignored the ridicule.It was the youngest daughter, Katherine, who I came to know. She was the girl was secretly recorded sodomising the International footballer on her eighteenth birthday with an ten-inch strap-on. It got her on the front and back pages of the national tabloids, as the video of the cocky England international doing unnatural things to a black rubber dong brought him much derision from the fans. Football terraces are unforgiving.Katherine was also the. In the centre of the room, from the ceiling, hung a heavy chain, the end ofwhich was fastened to the chain of her handcuffs. Using a winch, the chain wasraised? until, Miriam?s arms were uncomfortablypulled up her back under strain, bending her slightly forward so her breastsdangled freely beneath her, and just able to take some weight on the tips ofher toes. She was beaten with heavy leather belt, all over her body, raisingbruises and welts across buttocks and breasts in particular. She was.