I see the fence line and trees overhead. They might as well not exist. I remember so vividly each of the last eleven years. I run the months through m... mind, and I wonder how I could have changed things to accommodate what I now know is true. I pour myself over the emotions and the feelings that you inspire in me. I no longer doubt the veracity of anything I ever felt, nor anything that comes to my mind in the present. When I am alone on days like today, I feel the misery of choices I made so. As we were both burning in our fire of that first touch, first love.After a while I slowly hold Divya’s hand, she didn’t say any thing. I got a little freedom. I said Divya “I want to feel you, I want to kiss you”. She said nothing I understood her unspoken silence. I slowly moved closer to her. wow!! my angel in front of me.I smoothly planted my kiss on her. She shook a little then I hold her shoulder, we both closed our eyes my lips on her. We were feeling each other, her soft lips I was. The white top was cinched down tight around her small waist with a silver chain link belt; her bra-less nipples pushing out against the silk was the icing on the cake."Damn!" Bill and Neil said as one."What about me?" Yasuko said, and walked around Jessie to show her stuff.Yasuko had on a long evening gown made from silk; it was a beautiful shade of blue that reminded Neil of the crystal blue waves that broke on his beach below the house. It looked so inviting; she looked like an innocent coed. When his cock finally went half way limp and I hadlicked it clean as he demanded, Jerry pull it free ofmy mouth, grasped my hair again and pulled me up into astanding position. Once I was standing he grabbed thebelt of my robe pulled it free and pushed my robe offmy shoulders and down onto the floor behind me.There I stood, naked except the tiny panties I had puton after my shower.“Take them off,” he said with authority as he leanedinto my face almost making our noses.