"Let's take a look."I had criticized her clothing choices so she was self-conscious. Seeing no other choice, I apologized and encouraged her to show m.... She reluctantly obliged and got up. She lifted up her skirt, revealing the lace pattern of her G-string. It was low-cut and semi-see-through but other details could not be made out. Instead of immediately putting her skirt down as I expected her to, she kept the skirt up. I seized the opportunity and let my gaze linger then put my hands on her. Breathing is a real problem and controlling one'sbreathing is a chore in it's self. This was a nightly pass time until Iwas 18 and only once was I able to get that elusive head in my mouth butcouldn't get any suction.Years went by and I'd try off and on. I had dreams where I wassuccessful but never was as far as I can recollect. At age 39 whilespending the night in my Ford Econoline bubble top van I got the urge totry again. I was in the top bunk where the roof sloped down in thefront. Twisting. I tried presents, romance, trips and anything else, and nothing would convince her to open her legs to me or anybody else.So, as guys will so, i turned to watching porn and sniffing her dirty panties anytime i was home alone. I was hornier than ever before, and she had no interest, so i just stroked it all the time. Sometimes two or three times a day. More than once i slipped off while we had house guests over and jerked off.Of course porn led to other things. Eventually I started using a. .." I see, so you were watching me...."Erika blushed furiously. "Yea I guess I was...."Matthew saw her blush.. "Its ok Erika. I really dont mind. I actually find it attractive" M-m-m-me watching you?" Yep. It does..."Matthew thought fast."Erika want to come into my house?" Umm...sure."Erika entered the house and Matthew loved her smell. She smelled wonderful. He was getting hard just by smelling her. She noticed that he sort of sniffed. She smiled but didn't smile enough to be noticed."Sit down.