"See! I told you it is good!" he says proudly. "I don't know man, I think it feels better when I do it." I hear Nick say. He takes me by my hand and ...ugs me toward him as he sits on the bed. He has me straddle his lap. "I'll kiss you like he did and you tell us which you like more, ok?" he tells me seriously.I nod solemnly. This is important. I better do a good job so I can figure this out. I feel Nick's hands on my ass as he leans up and starts showing me why he is better than Brad. He. David just told the woman what he wanted me outfitted for and she found what she thought was appropriate. When at one point I tried to give an opinion David whispered in my ear, "A slave does as she is told and what her master wants. Is that clear?" Yes Sir," I whispered back. He was in control. He had the money. I had none or in fact, less than none until pay day.All this had taken under two hours. At home it would have taken two weeks at least and the items would have been purchased from many. I joined her on the front porch as Kelly pulled out of the yard.Jeryl gave me a quick kiss and then we headed back into the house and ended up in the living room. I flipped the TV on out of nervous habit and sat on the couch as she curled up next to me. I was wondering what we were to talk about when she took the bull by the horns.“Paul, I was serious when I told my Mom we needed to talk. I’m sorry I was such a baby the past couple of weeks. I don’t know why I was so jealous. You never really. But, just as the interest springs forth, it quickly dissipates by the lack of desire to know anything beyond the physical strength and endurance that they possess.I've developed a checklist for each of the men I take to bed. A strict set of standards that have become sacred and imperative in order to maintain my self-imposed "lessons." Each partner must have the physical power to bring about the most pain, and have enough tolerance and virility to maintain long periods of terrifying foreplay.