The end of a perfect Saturday morning. Nell was gone, and there was housework to be done. She should fix him some lunch. He must be tired after all ni...ht... and his bleached, ex-bed-partner had hightailed it, a move Annie couldn't blame her for after seeing her face.Oddly enough, she didn't seem to mind the older woman's leaving. In fact, she was pleased that she was gone. Neither of them needed her... not anymore. Before... B.C... before Caesar, Annie mused, smiling to herself at her clever. . to Trudy Waters. It helped at the time but now..." Trudy Waters? She helped to put me back together the year I married Terry." You..." I didn't realise when I married Terry that something in my previous life would surface and start causing problems. I was sexually abused by my family from being twelve. I thought I was alright, but after we married ... let's say, I was a mess. I thought I was ... dirty, unworthy of his love. Trudy really helped. But the thing that made the real difference in. Wow 12 huh? I wouldn'thave guessed that either." She said."Well, She won't be a problem at all." He said.Part of her job (my father told her) was to find things for me to dountil my 8:30pm bed time. The first time she watched me, she broughtover Barbie coloring books because she didn't know what else to do whilebabysitting a sissy.She said, "Well, I brought these with me, so you may as well color them,do you have any markers or crayons?"I said, "I only have crayons. My father took my markers. The lipstickwasn't my idea. Betty said you wouldn't want a husband who wasn'tall-man and suggested if I wore lipstick you would end this. Shesaw the black camisole and felt the bra strap I was wearing." "Well Betty was wrong. Now you are going to see what it is tolive as a woman. I am going to make you look like the most femininewoman there is. Tomorrow you will go shopping with me as a womanand you better do a better job of shopping than you did today or Iwill dress you like a slut. Do you.