I found the pillow I’d knelt on, and removed the cover, throwing it in the wash. I needed to make up a larger load, so went into Pietro’s office t... pull the sheets and blanket from it. Giovanni was there, lying naked on the bed, waiting for me.“I want to change these linens,” I said, setting my wine down, “and wash them. You could help me change the bed.”“Why bother? They’ll be a mess before breakfast.”Did it make a difference? It wasn’t too bad, with most of the men using condoms when they. Bell clanging, big as life.I looked around trying to become oriented in time and space - that's what my therapist always says to do when I have a flashback. Flashbacks have become more prevalent lately, as I try to come to grips with half-remembered childhood traumas that I won't go into here. This was no post- traumatic stress illusion, however - of that I was certain. For one thing, despite my desperate efforts, I wasn't becoming oriented; in fact, quite the contrary. For another, I couldn't. M. When she gets to my place. She shuts the door, locks it, and well, we attack each other. Oh god her kisses are so sweet….caressing the soft smooth flesh against mine, nipples hardening, hot breath wisping across my breast. She pushes me back into the bedroom and across the bed. She grabs the lotion and starts massaging my legs, going up and down my inner thighs just slightly touching my clit. She, then, leans over and starts kissing and licking my thighs and groin area. I feel a small bit of. It was Jade who broke the kiss."I love you, Tori."Tori did not respond. She only stared at Jade with wide eyes. Neither of them had said it yet. Jade waited a longer. Still no response. Jade took a step back. She was beginning to feel uncomfortable under her girlfriend's intense gaze."Um I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said it. I, um, I have to go. You see, it's this thing that I'm late for and it's really important so… I guess I'll see you tomorrow," Jade said with tears in her eyes.Jade mentally.