“Go on ,you know you want to.” My heart started to beat faster and faster. I told her I was going to blow and she said, “Kiss my toes and I’ll...stop.” I rested my head on the table and went to kiss her feet, but she shoved her big toe in my mouth and it made me gag. Everybody started to look at me, Zainab quickly pulled her feet away and asked “Are you okay?”, innocently with a smile on her face. As the lesson finished she said, “R.......... can you stay behind please I need to talk to you.”. .try , would it be even better?waking up in the morning , trying to think of something else...''it is the booze fault'', i even said loud to convince mebut the feeling was too strong , i went to my car and minutes later was in a sex shop looking at toysthey made me feel crazy horny i choose one 7inch pink suction cup cock and went out trying to act normal. like i was buying a toy for my gf or elsei went crazy , naked in the shower minutes after getting homei totally lost control i plug it on. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and anger and I just I didn’t know where to place it like I needed to. That’s where she is now”Tammy said “she said as long as I was here I could keep you entertained. Of course I was willing and left them alone at the hotel.”I ran my fingers through her hair “I am so glad you came”I said then we kissed again. “Well let me show you our new deck,'' I said, pouring some more wine taking her hand. Out on the deck I led her to the hot tub and turned the jets on.”Lets have some fun”I said and stripped my clothes off and sat in the water.She handed me her glass “you.