"Why so short?" I've contacted a divorce lawyer and she's drawing up papers."I gulped. That settled it. There was no turning back now."STEP TWO:" Jack...had continued. "Use the drug to erase memories. If you fucked up something in the past," he said, "then use the drug to erase it!"Jack, knowing that I could be a real jerk sometimes, had thought that Step Two would be the most useful. Now to implement."Janice?" I asked, gently."Yes?" First, I want you to imagine a box. Can you imagine a box for. ." She touches my shoulder. "Are you okay?"I get into a tighter ball. This is the worst thing ever."Come on," she says, "let's go home."Somehow I end up in the front seat of the car. I've got the stupidhandbag again. Jenny's behind behind singing some childish song. I kindof remember leaving the school but it's a blur. Now, I am in the realworld. I'm officially running around in girl's clothes in the real world.I'm one of the freaks that get pointed out by my friends. Those who getlaughed at by. Oh god your breasts feel like they’re on fire, you almost beg for them to be touched, your nipples stick out and he discovers this as soon as his hands search there. They linger, one hand covering each breast, the nipples sticking into his palms. You wish that you could grab his hands and hold them there, you hear him tell you something, but don’t quite understand, ‘?’ ‘I said turn around.’ He spins you around and you are now face to face with this police man, he’s not handsome by any means but. "Well somewhat, but he still hestitated," Ron said. "Then, I told him that you were such a slut you'd probably want to fuck us both, at the same time." You didn't!" I exclaimed."That seemed to get his attention," Ron said with a smile. "I think he lacks the confidence to hit on a girl himself, but if we're both banging the same girl..."Suddenly Lou was back at the table."Can I buy you another drink, Shay?" Lou asked with a smile."I'd... I'd love that Lou," I said, smiling sexily back at him..