I had many crushes but too paralyzed with fear to ever act on them. One day Paul invited me over to his house and introduced me to his sister Alyssa....Alyssa went to a Catholic girl's school and the first time I saw her she was dressed in her uniform--white collar shirt, plaid skirt, white knee-high socks. This sight neary made me collapse, especially the skirt which descended about mid thigh. I shook her hand. I must have had some expression on my face that I was u*********s of and she asked. On Saturday nights, he used to play poker with his two friends Jason and Matt in the living room, so both Mom and I avoided going there and remained in our rooms. Then he started calling her on one excuse or other and began forcing her to sit there with them, while his friends shared lewd jokes and ogled at her body.She felt uncomfortable and tried to get away by pretending to have fever or headache, but he wanted her there, so she had to be there.One Saturday night I was helping Mother change. .. I feel like a piece of meat on display." Zel, if you're meat, you have to be the finest prime rib. Jesus woman, how can I not stare, beautiful as you are."Zelda's heart beat faster. She felt a thrill and a jolt inside her. It was a sweet, warm feeling that frightened her. "Oh Jack," she whispered and turned to take the urinal away. She didn't see the almost identical expression on Jack's face."Oh how romantic," she murmured to herself, "I pour pee into the toilet and think thoughts of love. ” “Well, I had an appointment Friday.” “I bet it wasn’t with your gynecologist,” he smirked. “They don’t usually work on Fridays.” “You’re terrible!” “Although, if I was your OB/GYN, I’d see you anytime you wanted.” “There’s no way you would be my OB/GYN.” “I know,” he sounded deflated. “I know why, too.” “Because you’re too brash. You’re always on the line of disrespect with me.” Drew shook his head as she spoke and waved his finger. “That’s not it.” “Do I even want to know what you think the.