All the air seemed to go out of her as if she had taken a haymaker in the midriff and with a kind of combined snort and chortle she sat down abruptly ...n the bed.I pulled up a chair and sat near her. Very red in the face, she was gasping for air and her eyes were watering, and she avoided looking at me."What's the matter?" I asked in some concern."I'm so sorry," she said, recovering her composure somewhat. "That was very rude of me. It's just that, well, er —" She hesitated."Please be absolutely. Hey guys don’t feel sorry for the writer of this piece I am not writing this entry for a sympathy vote although if you can empathise with me that would be great. I am, however, just trying to work out why someone like me, who is the most uncompetitive person can, all her life, be the cause of such competitiveness? To be honest there is usually a male involved, and this case is no different, and worse, it is always about a male I do not have the slightest interest in but for some reason, as is. My little sister owns a bar there and she is always looking for young gals to tend bar. I think Jolene would fit right in there. I strongly suggest Jolene gets really good at being Jolene because if those cowboys ever find out Jolene is really Marv. Well, we shouldn't think about that. You will be leaving in the morning and Rosy has graciously volunteered to accompany you."I was just beginning to fully comprehend what Denise was doing to me. She was the one responsible for this and this weekend. We'll also send you a schedule that will remind you when and where you need to be. Once we get off the bus, I want you to always go with a buddy. That means if you want to go running or lifting, find a friend. Finally, it is your job to be on time. Don't make me come looking for you," Coach Crouch told us.We all loaded onto the bus and got settled. I used the event app that Lily had found for me. It was meant for registration. You entered everyone's contact information, got some personal.