Id had sex, Id done drugs, my parents were getting a divorceI was not popular, but you couldnt say I was prissy. Then, the summer before I turned seve...teen, I went to work on the kitchen staff at a hippie sleepaway camp. Every morning I got up early to set up the hot cocoa station, every night I put the chairs on top of the tables and mopped the dining hall floor. In August, I had three days off, and one of the counselors and I got in her battered car and drove through the thick summer air from. I regarded the bed for a moment and then came to a realization. Why should I waste time sleeping? I could make Carl do that stuff. It took no time for me to mix up a dose and drink it. ******"...plunged into a kind of wonder at my vicarious depravity...*As I came back to myself, to my ORIGINAL self, I felt an incredible mix of powerful emotions. Awe, terror, exaltation, shame, arousal, and more. I could not believe, couldn't even COMPREHEND what I'd been doing,. She rode on horseback and tried to take him down. He fought against her and she ended up falling from her horse and losing her weapon. The young Scythe had her at his mercy. All around her, his fellow men were taking out her Amazon sisters. Sometimes, Tecmessa forgot how brutal men could be. They seemed to be made for violence and conquest. It came natural to them. The young Scythe dishonored her by not giving her a warrior’s death but capturing her and bringing her back into his camp. He would. I walk down the stairs and out of the building. I imagined her going back to her chair and sliding her hand to her pussy, feeling the wet spot and rubbing her clit, thinking about tomorrow afternoon, before the next person went in to see her.---It was now 6-30pm next afternoon and I was sitting on the outside balcony sorting out all the papers Jessica would need, the doorbell rang and I went to let her in."Hello Louise" she said"Hello, how are you, you look pretty!"I led her to the table.