What was left was a black hole where nothing of self could escape to satisfy Mike's need for sanity. His maternal instinct was too deeply part of his ...eing to be reversed it seemed. His thoughts flew around his children and his mind tried to reject the idea they were his. He could not have given birth to two girls and a boy and yet he knew he had. He remembered every part of his life as Michelle. Why not? He had lived every moment of it so richly and deeply. Yet, the pendulum of his being had. "Someone with an insatiablelust for power." Yes," he grins. "You kept spreading rumors I am a dangerous cult leaderwho profits from the 2012 hysteria. Normally, I wouldn't care. But you..you were a clever 23-year-old man, Paul. Managed a big company. So youngand so successful! I knew you had to be punished for damaging myreputation!"Five seconds of silence."Paul," the man pauses. "Tell me. What did I do?"I lower my head and say, "You turned me.. into.. a woman." Yes," the Cajun's face is. She was drinking red label when I got in and she offered me but I declined, as I don’t drink, asked if I wanted malt I said yes and she gave to me with snacks. I wasn’t disappointed at her looks because she was beautiful but a little bit hairy on her chest. We sat and got talking, it was then she told me who her dreaded sugar dad was, my heart started beating rapidly as I got to know is one of Nigerian foremost militant in the Niger Delta region. I asked her why she didn’t tell me all along,. Then one Sunday afternoon I was about to close my shop ,Shalini called me “can we have lunch together , I m alone, I’m waiting” So I said “ok” Took her address which was 300 meters interior in a colony, she was living in apartments ,this was the first time we were going to meet alone, when I reached her door my heart beat was running hard and I tried to breath and relax my self and then I pressed the door bell , after 2 minutes Shalini jig opened her gate, seeing her was seeing an angel she was.