There was gratefully no animosity, so maybe the timing was just a bit out.The Saturday morning was a mad fiasco of check and double check, of a myriad...of phone calls and visitors.About forty minutes before the wedding was due Teresa arrived at my house, from where the bride and I would leave for the church, and after a rather chaste kiss said to me. "David! I expect you to be thinking about Jane a lot today, you wouldn't be you if you didn't. This should have been her big day and I know you and. You will waken whenI say the word 'Martin'. Martin!" He awoke and wondered what had happened. It was as if he had beenasleep. He looked at Toni and she had a cat that caught the mousegrin on her face. He wondered what was so funny. She left and hegot back to work. His phone rang and it was Fred who told him he didn't investcompany funds in that company and it was lucky he didn't. He toldhim the company had just been indicted for securities fraud. Hetold him he was glad he listened to his. The conversation led us quickly and all of a sudden we've had a lot to say to each other. Of course, the word also came to sex, the girl was not even a little shy and relaxed We talked, and then he struck like a bolt from the blue, I thought, the little girl playing a joke on me when she told me to have sex with an older experienced men, as the older men did not do. She expressed the wish that had sex with me, because I told her very cute, and that's what felt some energy to me. I became a. A part of my existence that had been missing, without my being aware that something was lacking, was now being brought into focus. And I was getting a hard on as well. Just his words and the thought of what the immediate future had in store for me was showing itself in a very physical way.As soon as we had switched off the lights that night he slipped from his bed and again bolted the door to the room. Coming to the side of my bed he lay down beside me and began his lessons by kissing me.