When he turned and laid his eyes on my body, I could feel them, the footprints they left in the playground of my body. I put the cigarette in my mouth...and untied my wrap, shaking it from my shoulders, now standing in just my lingerie, sans panties, and my costume emerald jewelry. He smiled and walked closer, ”You are beautiful,” he commented then took my cigarette. His eyes glancing at the diners, burying themselves in conversation and gestation.I turned my head to take in the view, everything. I look at Momoko, and the closest thing to sexual feelings I have for her is "potential rival". I don't even *want* to look at Tetsuo, because of what I might feel.I shucked the fuku as soon as I came home and dressed up in my old clothes. The briefs feel...weird, almost forbidden. And when I look in the mirror, I see a girl playing dress-up in her brother's clothes, looking silly. And I see the look in my eyes...the "haunted" look of those about to go over. Tomorrow, the next day at the. Eventually, it was just me and Charlie. He's a good ole boy, a couple of years younger than myself, and fit. Known him for years, and have never been attracted to him, but I think you know what's coming.When it was quiet, and the lights were out inside the cabin, we sat there gazing at the fire, until he spoke up. "You're gay, aren't you?" No. I wouldn't say that." I didn't want to get back into the deep conversation about continuums and spectrums and labels, but I also don't want you to. She knows I have done things and I have permission to do things with men in the future as well but I am supposed to let her know in advance if possible and if not I have to tell her as soon as I can. Looks like this will be one that I tell her about when I get home. I pulled his shorts and underwear down and was happy to see a nice thick cut cock. 8 inches and just under a red bull can in thickness. It was a mouthful but not big enough to be a discomfort. It was perfect for sucking which I did.