Soon age would show it's mercyless effects on me. I was still young, I had learned this from John. I was 36, and was pretty good-looking and John had ...ade me feel even younger with his tender love and affection... but now, I knew that soon I would change... in a couple of years I wouldn't be as attractive to him as now and someday he would find someone else to love... someone his own age... a girl to marry for real. But then we would both have something in common, our child to love and to care. ’ He slowly leans down and gives me the hottest kiss imaginable. Over the intercom, I hear them announcing that our flight is boarding, and we say one final goodbye. I turn to catch one last glimpse of him, and then he’s gone, out of my life forever. The flight home was pretty quiet for each of us. We were all too busy reliving the weekend we each had just enjoyed. Once home, I unpacked and dumped a load of clothes into the washer, when something white fell out of my bag. It was a muscle shirt. Before long it was my turn toget a round so I went to the bar. I was back by the service barbut could see the door OK when he walked in. Darla waved to himand he headed for our table. Darla was right; he was tall andgood-looking as she said. Fred was all of that. But he wassomething else Darla didn't know; Fred was also Pam's ex-husband,Jake.Chapter Two hundred twelve PamMy back was to the door and something in Lexi's expression told meI was in for a surprise. Darla had waved her hand and said. 3-6-2009Mom and I talked about me getting a job. She thought it might be goodfor me to get out in the world more. Also today bought bras and boy do Ineed them the lady ad Victoria's secret said I was a 32D mom had hermeasure me for panties to so I'm 32D-26-34 I can't believe I lost so muchwight the that Flu.3-15-2009I sat mom done today and told her I want to keep my breast I really lovethe way they feel and make me look besides Tod loves them.3-27-2009I GOT A JOB so pumped I will be a.