Any doubts I’d experienced yesterday were strangely absent this morning. Perhaps it was because there could be no turning back. The wheels had been ...et in motion, and now it was just a matter of following through. I was even quite looking forward to seeing how other men looked when they got to see Holly in the flesh.We packed a bag, taking some of Holly’s toys along, as well as the camcorder. Arriving at the appointed place half an hour early, we found a spot in the shade. It was a sunny day,. She had used more pantyhose than she had ever done before. When she had finished I was a helpless parcel fixed to the bed. The ball gag was a surprise but why not? Now I knew why not. As soon as Hazel had fastened the ball gag she moved away from the bed and picked up the internal telephone. ‘Matthew is ready for you,’ was all she said before putting the phone down. She sat beside me and stroked my hair as I struggled impotently to free myself. All my frantic thrashing just tightened the bonds. He texted me 15 minutes before I needed to be home and told me to get him. I drove to a street a block away from his house, and he hopped in my car, and I raced home, trying to get there on time so my mom wouldn't take my licence away. We went into my mom's bedroom and he said hi and told her goodnight. We went to my room on the opposite end of the house and laid in bed, talking about how great our Junior year was going to be, and how excited I was about my licence, and my hopefully new job. He. Okay, maybe two weeks without sex had made me horny enough for anything. Idon't know. But by the end of that third week, I was looking forward tothe slappings, the pinchings, the hair-pullings and the tit-mashings withsexy anticipation.And talk about sexy anticipation! Kitty and I were erect almost constantlynow. One evening, as we were setting each other's hair and giving eachother facial treatments (we no longer needed to shave) I mentioned this."Kitty-love, I. never thought I could be this.