I spun while bringing it back up as a huge drake lunged through a bush. I fired point blank into its face and mouth which seemed to be filled with hun...reds of teeth.It jerked back and shook its head as those around me yelled to run. I ignored them as I let the rifle drop on the single point sling. I yanked out the white jungle knife my father had given me and leaped straight at the drake. One hand caught the nose and upper jaw as I brought the blade straight in behind the ear hole.The huge. By the time our next opportunity came I was on fire. I heard the knock at the door through the milky haze of sleep. Then my mother was saying Celia is here. I tried to act annoyed but inside I was thrilled I got up, got dressed and headed downstairs. Celia and I headed to a place I knew near the river, and in my backpack I had a blanket, a bottle of wine, and a tube of KY. This small grove of maple trees and pin oaks was the perfect environment for sitting and having wine and pleasant. The confusion twisted Terence up inside. On the one hand, he became addicted to porn, masturbating in the safety of knowing that women on his computer screen couldn't hurt him. However, he always felt guilty and small afterward. He would never have women like that, and having just masturbated to them made it that much more clear.When he was more relaxed and not needing to masturbate, Terence resolved that he was going to give up women and sex entirely. He even considered joining a monastery,. I got our money.Helen knew I had to be gone, and I guess she thought this might be her big chance to get away with something. I don’t think she thought about Wayne.Wayne’s been keeping me up to date on the whole Helen-Jim thing for the last several weeks. Jim’s a real bird dog, and he’s been sniffing around my quail. Nothing’s happened yet, but it looks like today, or tonight is going to be their big opportunity.I see I’m low on gas; better pull in, I’ll call Wayne and see what’s happening..