I don't know. It's all strange to me. Lots of nasty things havehappened and I just want everything to get better...I want my mum anddad back."I put my...head in my hands and started sobbing.I could feel some soft arms hugging me and comforting me. I just criedall the harder.I was dimly aware of a door opening and then closing but I was toowrapped up in my grief to care.Finally, after quite a while I looked up and through misty tears couldsee the matron looking at me with a concerned face."Feeling. The dream fog slowly dissipating but the erotic image of my daughter fresh enough to still cause my old heart to thump loudly.Things seemed to just accelerate from there.Nearly each morning, as I made my way out of the house, I would see the door to the bathroom open and Tania step out into the hallway. Naked. Completely. That was becoming a sight I was sure to see and, god help me, I was starting to need that image to get my day started.What could any average father and man do in such a. .ok now let me do your makeup" iturned around to her and she started putting foundation on my face, thensome concealer, after she was done she started on my eyes with a blackpencil followed by some blue eyeshadow and then mascara for my lashes,next she put some blush on my cheeks and finished with some pinklipstick, after a few touch ups she turned me toward the mirror and myheart stopped, i REALLY looked like a girl, my hair, my makeup, the realcleavage pushing up in my bra,"My God. Those measurements include every planet, moon and asteroid in our system, the same with our velocity, and..."The Ship has the capability to – there aren't any words to describe it – feel/sense space around herself. Feel everything. All that input is one of the major reasons the General's pilots went nuts when they tried to fly the Ship. The Ship says that only Arlene and I can be fully immersed in her brain. According to her, it's usually just a Prime that can do it, but it turns out that.