And he continued I been wanting to fuck you from the day one I saw u in that red saree… everyday I masturbate thinking about pounding your ass and o...r sweaty bodies twisted like snakes…I got irritated by his behavior and asked him to shut up and asked him to get out… he resisted and I threatened to call police and then he left..I stopped cooking and called my husband and didn’t mention anything about this and asked how is kid and how is everyone and kept the phone…. It was around 10.30 I still. "Back to that place after Tammy died. It's the disease, at least that's what I call it now. I just let the dragons pull me in. I'm grown up now Tina, they can't hold me anymore. It took me a while to realize that all they ever represented was the truth about the leukemia. When I realized all I had to do was admit the truth, that what I denied myself and the promises made to Tammy were wrong, it was easy." So you just went back? Just like that, back into your mind where you couldn't get out. I talked to Jim, and the plan was for us all to go to Monical’s, and then to the party at State.I arrived home to be swarmed by my niece and nephews.“Unca David, we get kitty,” Kyle told me.“You got a kitty?” I asked.“I wuv it,” he told me seriously.“So does that mean you get a horse?” I asked Mac.She squealed and ran to her mom so she could tell her that she was getting a horsey—’cause Unca David said.If looks could kill. Maybe I could talk Zoe into letting her think one of their horses was. With the quieter weekend traffic, only twenty minutes from my place. It would be good to get to know Mel’s agent and his wife better; they had been important to her these last few years. It reminded me that I probably ought to get back in touch with some of my friends, who I’d totally neglected for the past few months.Porter Ranch is a strange place; a relatively recent development. Essentially it’s built around a country club private 18-hole golf course, and most every home has its own.