After a couple of minutes Des stood up and told her to move up the bed towards the headboard a little. As she did he went to the bedside table and too... out a packet of condoms and some lube. He rolled and stretched a condom, onto his huge cock, and squirted some lube onto his cock which he rubbed along the length. He knelt between her legs and lifted her thighs a little so he could get his knees under them then began to rub his bell end up and down between her pussy lips and against her swollen. ”“No. This was dark. I dreamed of her drowning and not being able to save her.”“Oh no! That’s horrible.”“Yes, it is. I’ve been having really dark thoughts and now a dark dream. Something is really wrong with me.”“What kind of dark thoughts?”“That loving people isn’t worth it; that caring if I’m loved is wrong. That trying to do the right thing doesn’t matter. Every single person I loved has been hurt by something I did, except Birgit, and she’s dead. Why should I care?”“Oh my God, Steve! That’s. He then pulled away and stepped back, dropping his boxer shorts to reveal a massive dick throbbing away hard. There was a strange atmosphere in the cubicle and my bare feet felt the cold floor. I was surprised as I felt my hands slide down my body and pull my boxers down. They dropped down onto the floor and I stepped out of them, we were both totally naked and our dicks were so hard. It was so wrong, I do not do this I am naked and feeling horny with another man, but he went down to his knees. It felt like there was a part of me that longed to be released. I think this is why I could never bear the thought of letting go of you. I knew, that despite all my efforts, the house, cars, and wife, that I would never be part of society. Not without my book of dirty little secrets. Oh my dear, dear, Diary, I have such a nice one. If you recall back into my teenage years, I would sneak into my older sisters room and touch her in her sleep. It has always. been a rush. To feel my heart beating.