He’s much too square – and anyway I just don’t see him that way. I want to be spanked by someone masterful, an authority figure. I really do –...but I suppose it will never happen :-(‘ That was the worst I have felt in a long time. I suppose I hated her for a day after reading that but I soon cooled down. Did I mention how beautiful she is? Oh yes. I did love her. As I continued to monitor her correspondence her mood seemed to be slipping. She wrote to StTriniansMiss: ‘I just feel so unfulfilled.. I jumped in my car and drove to the local town centre. I would have a little wander round the charity shops. I have picked up some of my best lingerie bargains in the charity shops. There wasn't anything in the first one but in the second I found a couple of pairs of stockings and a new suspender belt in cream. I would look forward to trying them on later. I moved on to the next shop and was busy studying the offerings in the lingerie section when I noticed this woman watching me. I smiled at. 'That's the whole idea.' 'But it makes me feel . . . . It reminds me . . . . It's horrible. Pleaseundo it!' Melvyn takes the chain from my hand. Rufus has stepped in close behind me.Melvyn cannot resist giving the chain a sharp jerk. Before I can stop myselfI am flying towards him, completely off balance. I reach out to save myselffrom falling. Rufus catches me, holding my wrists securely in his meaty hands.No sooner have I caught my breath than I realise that he is pressing them together.His. Mike seemed nice, taller than Chris at six feet tall with an athletic build and spoke well and Didn,t seem as intimidated by me as her fist boyfriend Roscoe. But after a few more dates all seemed to go sour and Chris claimed she,d gone off him. I had no idea why they,d split, but it was their business so left it at that. Two,weeks later I finally had managed to arrange a few nights off and one evening we managed to go out for the evening while Sarah’s parents looked after Rick and Chris though.