.”Please accept my apology for the discussion we had today. Having always been a deliberate kid it just isn’t like me to act this way. But I have ...o tell you how strong my feelings are for you. I know you were uncomfortable with me, especially when I confessed to having fantasies for my mother. I felt relieved when you assured me it is not unusual for a boy to have these feelings, even though you were uncomfortable doing it. But I must confess Ms. Speaks; I have them for you as well and don’t. Kate's VersionI suffered throughout lunch, with mum smiling at me and making remarks on how nice and pretty I looked, and how the boys would love to be with me, it was making me sick!I was glad when lunch was over, I ran upstairs and tried to change again - with no luck, that infuriating voice in my head whispering on how nice girls should dress. It was driving me mad; I vowed to seriously hurt Darcy when I met him.I rode back to Harding House, putting my bike in the driveway near the front. We stayed in the shower just under the water for a bit and that’s when he kissed me. Just gently on the lips, but it was definitely a great kiss. It was followed by another, then another, each getting more passionate until our tongues were intertwined and he had me pinned against the cold tiles with my hand pinned to the wall above my head. His body was hard against mine as he kissed me, his hands leaving my wrists and running down my body to my boobs, which I’d caught him staring at very often. Initially, Donna wanted nothing do to with it but Derek assured her that there would be no “creative liberties” taken and as a matter of fact, he wanted the three of them to accompany him back to Hollywood the following day, so they could oversee the writing of the script, the movie’s casting, and approve all scenes. In exchange, they would each receive $1 million, and royalties of 5% of the movies’ gross profit. He showed them figures from the last five movies he had written/directed, and the.