She too knows we can’t control this beyond a limit.I bid bye and left her house. I reached my home and got fresh up, its already 12 past 15 minutes,...opened my phone and saw a message from her.She: Enda kiss panuna? (Why you kissed me?)Me: Enala control pana mudila Sadhana. (I was not able to control. Sadhana.)She: Avlo puduchuruka ennoda. (You like my ass that much?)Me: I can do whatever for that.She: Sari ok. Go to sleep.Me: I can’t it’s still in my mind.She: What are you going to do for. She desperately wanted to go to sleep, but knew that if Constancia discovered that she hadn't followed through with her command, that sleep would never come. She would humiliate Nena again and again and again. She clenched her fists in frustration. How did I get into this so deep? she thought to herself. When will this horror stop?Nena was broken out of her daydreaming by her brother's concerned voice, "Mary Helen, are you okay? You don't look so good. You look tired."Nena nodded her head, "I'm. To make me like the others and, for a girl like me, that was hard to obtain. Something in me, maybe something my parents did to me while I grew up made me a different person. My dad a Major in the army and my mother a judge… My life had been ruled and watched until I got to high school, but when I obtained freedom I was already too damaged to enjoy it. I couldnt stand boys of my own age. They looked so… Stupid… But it didnt stop me. I knew what I wanted. Soon, just as we entered vacations, I. This is usually the point where the woman thanks me for the coffee and then I never see her again. But this time was different. I walked her to her car and when I went to give her a hug, she kissed me. Not a quick peck but a full-on passionate kiss. For a second, I was taken off-guard but leaned into it as her lips felt amazing. We stood there together in the parking lot making out for what felt like forever, oblivious to the world. Her kissing was amazing and I didn’t want it to stop. I backed.