The enormity of Quinlan's words and the changes that my life had undergone, more than ill temper or discomfort from my virgin experience upon horsebac..., robbed me of any desire for conversation.That evening, somewhere between Tilverton and Arabel —as far in the wild as I had ever been—the rift between Anarion and myself grew even wider, if that was possible. He completely ignored me and actually had to be reminded to allow me to serve him.Have I mentioned that I hate doing chores? I cannot. While we puff, I move back into his arms and hold him, my hips gently swaying to the distant music. I stood on tiptoe and kissed him, he kisses me back, but without any passion. I persist and he pushed me away."Please Sue," he said, we can't do this, it's not right." Fuck the man, here I am, offering myself on a plate and he has to be noble. It's part of the reason I love him so much, I suppose."Come on Trev," I said, "it's Christmas." I push myself back in his arms. He held me tight and kissed. "Honestly, calling her 'Jaws!' That was mean." But Sam and all the other girls thought it vastly funny - of course, she pretended to sympathize with the victim - but the name had certainly fit. "Of course, your dad firing her father didn't help matters." Hey - that had nothing to do with me - it was a business decision - besides, nobody likes a snitch!" Greg, she's my best friend - Oh, never mind - Look, let's not argue!" Sam giggled. "Let's save it for after we're married! Make love, not war!". However, I could tell from her reaction to X-rated movies we had watched that she appreciated a well-built, well-hung stud. She had often told me that she would love to have sex with certain porno stars when we watched those flicks. Although we would have great sex during and after the films, I always felt bad that my member was no more that 5″ tops although I could get very hard, last forever and make her climax repeatedly, even though I knew she was probably fantasizing about her favorite.