“Do it now.” With that I muster up the courage and start walking towards him with the book “Diary of a Submissive” in my hand. Without looking...I bend over and pick up the first book. I feel his glare all over me. A few minutes or two pass by and I put the book back. I reach for the second book on the bottom shelf not even realizing what I am grabbing. It was one of the “Grey” books. Fuck. I put it back and he starts walking towards me. I bend over and grab the Third book. He is now almost. That I didn't fall was lucky, but Lena and big Tina held onto me before I could. When you are smothered by two young ladies, both near six seven, six eight or nine, you give thanks to God for creating such wonderful creatures. In comparison, the diminutive Maria was trying to get closer to me to feel me next to her body. Tina was now standing off to the side, smiling at me waiting her turn. As I looked at her, she winked and nodded toward the counter, where the coffee pot looked as if it had. Under cover of darkness, we loaded crates of gold in ten separate wagons. The weight wasn’t the reason we split the gold up; I had learned a bit of strategy from the Missouri mines and the way they split up the gold among their wagons.Aug 6Unlike my last return trip to Libertyville, this one was a secret shared by every miner within a hundred miles. Last time, only a few people outside of Fort Crius knew that we were actively panning for gold in Clear Creek, and none of them knew how successful. I decided on a couple of soft boiled eggs, brown bread, yogurt, and kasha. Kasha is the Russian word for porridge. I placed a little dollop of butter on top of the cereal. I continued to be impressed by the quality of their yogurt. I wondered if it was due to the lack of additives that are routinely added to so many products back home.When I was done enjoying my chai, I went to my room and made a few notes in my journal. From my window, I spotted a large group of people heading off to some.