............,Amy began to say as I cut her off."YOU TORE MY HEART OUT AND THREW IT AWAY THEN CALL TO GET TOGETHER AND TREAT ME LIKE WE NEVER HAD ANYTH...NG MEANINGFUL SO DON'T PREACH TO ME. YOU WANTED SEX THAT NIGHT AND YOU GOT IT", I said in a very loud tone.There was silence on the line except for some slight sniffles from Amy. I was mad and my short rant cleared things up for me and I realized my apathy was my epiphany. The lack of having feelings or considering others feelings is liberating.. I need to thank you for trusting me like that."But now, you've looked into that glass again, and seen something else. This business that Johannes did something to deliberately hurt you? Helen, that's just ridiculous." Then why do I feel like that?" Can't answer that one. But look at it clearly. Johannes did not plan to get HIV; do you think anyone would do that on purpose? You both had agreed that having other lovers was part of your relationship. He made the honorable decision and told you he. The entire lesson flew by her in an unintelligible blur.The voice that still spoke in the recesses of her mind sounded like a warped version of her own, as if Ms. Hollis had commandeered part of her own psyche to use against her. Heather resisted falling to it, but it would not stop affecting her body.She leaned forward until her bosom brushed the top of her desk. The shaft of the dildo rubbed her clit hard with each slow and steady pump of her hips, lifting her to heights of straining. After two months, she still hadn't been able to learn his first name, much less any personal information. She'd toyed, once, with the idea of calling him Hound- or rather, Master Hound, but the idea had seemed too silly to put into play. Besides, there was a chance that he'd have her punish herself if she called him something that he hadn't already approved of.Their chat always ended the same way- first Stacie, then her master, invited the other to view their webcam. Then they began to hear.