So, it was his `aunt’ that answered. “As you will have guessed, we were lovers at school, oh and it developed till I was her mistress, your mother...just loved and I suspect still loves being controlled, dominated, used, chastised call it what you like…we did it all, but it was difficult at school, she even begged me to whip her, but we did not have a whip back then, so a belt had to suffice… didn’t it babe?” T dutifully nodded, looking suitably coy, H continued, “And what did you want more than. His balls would feel full, there would be pressure behind his dick, deep in his groin that signaled a coming release of note worthy proportions. And there were even occasions where he’d be able to “hold back” and prolong the pleasure. But for the most part, the last few seconds of the build up phase was the clincher. He knew an orgasm was imminent. The Finale: Ultimately, this is the best part and ounce Chris moved to the finale, he forgot about everything else. This is what drove him. I can’t keep going with who I was, not after seeing everything I’ve seen so differently this past month. I have to do this. And the only way it’ll work is if ... if I let you go. And if you let me go. It’s the only way, now. I’m not right anymore. I have to fix myself, now, or there won’t be anything left to fix later. The panic attacks, they just keep getting worse. I have to do something!”“But have you gone to a doctor? There has to be a way to fix this!”“There is, Matt.”“In Maine? Is there a. I told him I had to get back to work. I was really making headway on the painting but I still hadn’t talked to Zoë. I was anxious to speak with her, but I got butterflies in my stomach every time I thought about calling her. So I buried myself in my painting instead. Midway through the week, she came to see me. She was dressed in a hot pink slip dress that looked like it was right off the pages of Fredrick of Hollywood. She looked amazing. ‘Come in sweetie, you look beautiful!’ I told her. I.