So, when he discreetly asked me if I am "open minded" and "willing to do more" to get roles, I straight up told him I am willing to go along with him...anywhere and sleep with him and let him do anything he wants. Hearing me say that straight up bravely got me so much into his good books that he seemed as enthusiastic to take me to a hotel room as I was to get into the business. I did not understand it because I was told that there were hundreds of girls like me trying to do the same thing with. What these guys do not know is that, in reality, women are more attracted to men who project "bad-boy" image rather than those who are nice. This is because most women find nice guys relatively boring and uninteresting as compared to those who are funny and confident about themselves.Surveys show that 30% of women value personality most. Though, this does not necessarily mean that women prefer nice personalities. What women would rather have are men who have lovable personalities brought about. Natsumi attended and wept the whole way through. She wasn't so much crying for Sakura, who was gone and could not be hurt any more, but for herself, who knew she had drowned the girl as much as if she had held her underwater herself. How could be so stupid, taking her vulnerable and betrayed best friend and thinking only of sex, thinking only of her stupid dyke crush and not what Sakura needed right then?Natsumi's cell phone hummed with messages of commiseration – Hayato, Yui, Rin ... she. She suddenlydisengaged herself from my hug and climbed from thebed. ‘Follow me please,” there was a tone of happiness inher voice that I could not ignore.We walked naked hand in hand in the darkness and up tothe roof of the house, where under the magnificent starfilled sky; she led me to a wide mattress she hadobviously prepared beforehand. She made me lie on myback, dipped her hands into a bowl that was by themattress and splashed some orange blossom scented waterall over my body..