I told him how much I loved him and everyone I had left behind. I needed him to know, before I couldn’t tell him. Words were becoming harder to form... But suddenly I wasn’t in his arms anymore. His arms made it better, his arms made it less painful. I needed him back, I called his name over and over, until I couldn’t form words anymore. I reached out to him and waited for him to take my hand. But it wasn’t his hand that took mine. I tried to look for him but I wasn’t allowed to move. I needed. With six months to high school graduation Angel was planning to go to university and a course involved with nature and conservation where as I was more interested in the military to get away from bullying parents having also suffered at the hands of school bullies till I was fifteen and Angel was instrumental in building my confidence forever going on about how well developed I was and how I seemed to be a “natural fucker”! “You,re not the guy with a Big Cock, but with what you,ve got you do. My trousers fell to the floor, and I swiftly pulled down my briefs and stepped from the pile at my feet, leaving me naked from the waist down, my cock now free and standing to attention and harder than I can remember in quite a while. “Turn round and pass me that soap,” I said softly. He did as asked, passing me a bottle of liquid soap; well, needs be, I knew it could get messy but we needed lube. I took it from him, pressed the plunger to release some soap onto my middle finger and then began. But now that we’ve both had time to cool down, I’ve gone to find her. To apologise and try and persuade her to come home.I can feel the rain seeping through my hoodie and running down the back of my neck as I walk down the pier, peering into the gloom.I can’t help but grin to myself. It’s moments like these where I feel most alive. The elements make it impossible to make out anything more than twenty feet away, but all my other senses feel heightened. I can feel every raindrop on my skin, hear.