She wanted to come. She needed to come and just couldn’t. Kara sighed raggedly, slapped the shower wall in frustration, and rinsed off. * * * * * 10...14 PM. Don’t do it. Don’t look. It’s so wrong. Nate sat at a small desk in a dimly lit room, his face illuminated only by the glow of a laptop screen and a dull green desk lamp. His typing came in short bursts of activity. The young man’s otherwise handsome face was fixed into a frown and his eyebrows creased in concentration. Today’s lab notes,. Nothing about how I got to thispoint in my life was easy... Augh! Get off the pity train. Why do Ifucking do this every time! I should be thankful for where I am today,here, right now - thankful... What did my psychiatrist always say? "Youmake your happiness, own it, be thankful..."March 8th, 1:24 PMI had just entered another RCW (Revised Code of Washington) search andwas pouring through references when the phone rang. I could see it wasoriginating from the large conference room near the. " New toy?" I thought to myself. What the fuck is she talking about. What the hell is she doing here? I want baby steps damn it.John started to say something and Mary told him to shut up. She hollers "Come here, both of you". John and I get off the couch and start walking toward her. I want to run as fast as I can and get the fuck out of this situation but she is blocking the stairs and my clothes are behind me in front of the couch.To make it all worse, I'm approaching this hot woman and my. Your, erhm, figure ... It's ..." Yes? Go on", said Kitt ..."It's just different from what I thought", I said."Oh? Different how?" Well, at work you dress quite discretely, covering your figure", I said. "It made me assume your were ... Well ... Bigger!" Bigger?"I was on the high wire. On mistake and I would crash ..."But you have this really beautiful hourglass figure. You're big in all the right places, and ..." So you've been looking at me at work?", she interrupted."... yes ...", I.