They need him so that the great moronic mass you admire can sleep soundly in their beds at night. They need him for the safety of ordinary, crummy peo...le like you and me.”(Excerpt from “The Spy Who Came in From the Cold” by John Le Carre)Looking back on my third trip into past history, I found it strangely difficult to accurately estimate the distance between southern Germany and the warmer climate of the Spanish Plain. I had visited Spain a few times during my normal life before the adventure. ” Tom swept her hair aside and licked the back of her neck. “You’re beautiful.”She sighed and leaned her head against his shoulder. “When you look at me like that, I feel beautiful.”He ran his hands over her flat belly in slow, hypnotising circles. Grace watched the movements as if in a dream. Her skin warmed under his touch and her nipples hardened almost painfully, desperate for his attention. She saw the way his eyes had darkened with need, noticed the steely line of his jaw as he held his. My heart is racing faster than if I ran 5 miles in a sprint. An attractive nurse comes in. Well look whos up early. How is my Daughter? I asked. Im in a near panic not knowing. My mind is solely on Sara. Shhh keep your voice down or youll wake her. As she opens the curtains across from me to show a sleeping girl, my heart rate and blood pressure both drops. The Doctor said that would happen. as she walks back to get a print out to show the changes on a tape. I try to rise up, but Im feeling. I can't help wondering which of the residents it could be. I've met them all at one time or another. Most of those old guys flirt with me whenever they get the chance. Now it looks like one of them is having his dreams come true.I ran through the possibilities while a man who is probably in his seventies had the pleasure of undressing me. Most of the men here are at least seventy. I can eliminate nearly half of them out of hand. I can rule out the men in wheelchairs and the men who use walkers.