"I sat down at her computer and set to work, it was quite a simple sheet really, just a few lookups from one sheet to another, with some basic calcula...ions taken from a currency rate table. The problem seem to be that at some point since last term somebody had saved the spreadsheet as a csv file, so all the calculations had been removed. It took me about an hour to replace the lookups and calculations, then check it all worked. Amy watched me the whole time, perched on the desk opposite.I must. He had taken an interested in my choice of clothing and told me how sexy I was looking and how it turned him on. While driving he placed his hand on my thigh and rubbed it up and down not being too forward by going too high at first and asked me if I was comfortable with what he was doing to me. I didn’t have any objections but I did tell him that I am inexperienced and I confessed that I was scared. He was truly understanding and sweet and spoke to me in a way that made me feel totally. You had me up all night. Mommy is gonna fill your bottles after I put you down and mommy is gonna try and nap.” I stand silent as I think about the many ways I will be changing that plan. I move closer to her, close enough to put the gun against the baby. Startled, she opens her eyes to find me before her.OMG! She yells! I tell her… “be quiet and do what I say or I will kill your baby first! Sit there and shut the fuck up!” She begins to get hysterical… “Who, who, who are you? H,h,h,h how did. I want you to know everything. He... he asked me to do it. I thought I was making him happy."The story flowed from her in a torrent of words punctuated by sobs. It was a story like many others: a woman trying to please her man by giving him control of her sexuality; her man not knowing what he wanted of her or himself; his intoxication with the power her love gave him; setting limits beyond what was desired; limits tested and surpassed; knowledge gained of what actually was wanted, but that.