So far, the little one had not shown any signs of life, “Bert, come on son, breath.” Sally and Willa were with him in the next room from where Jen...y was. Teresa and Johnny and her team were just down the hall. John was on the edge of panic, “Come on Bert. Your home Bert, come to daddy.”John looked at the time, 9:27 PM.“No heartbeat,” Willa said very disappointedly.“He’s not breathing daddy.” Sally shared. She obviously had tears in her eyes.John had tried everything. He refused to have to go. I walked outside to find Andrew sitting on the lawn mower by the frontdoor. He is clearly going to have a good tan.Me: hey princess! Angie is almost home, I'm glad to see you got the yarddone. Whewwhh! Did you peepee in your princess diaper? Hahaha! Omg! Youdid!! I guess I better uncuff you.... let me just run upstairs and getthe key.I went upstairs to get the keys, oh shit!!! That's right! They're in mycar! I ran down stairs.Angie: wait to your father hears about this!!I heard as I walked. She was happy to see me. As she had mentioned coming if I was ok with that. By the way, she had proposed to me in the slip and asked me to come to the park the next day only if I accepted her proposal. I sat beside her and we chit chatted for some time.Ambika: Do you really love me?Me: Not sure till I make your boobs big!Yes, I told her directly about her boobs. She was somewhat ok with that answer.Ambika: I am all yours if you truly love me and make my boobs how much ever big you want.Me: I. I trace the engraving of Gerry’s name on the marble headstone. ‘Gerry, I miss you so much. Everyday I think what if you had stayed with me that night instead of getting in your car and leaving me. I know I can’t dwell on the past, and… I know you want me to move on. I’ve met someone. She looks a lot like you but she’s not you… She’s…’ As I say the words out loud, I realize how pathetic I sound. ‘At first I was using her to get over you, but I’ve become attached to her. I don’t know if she feels.