I sent a few videos of me playing with toys, and masturbating. He really liked them. But one day he asked if it was doing enough for me, because he kn...w I had a high sex drive. I said, yes, but it could be better. Nothing beats being fucked by a real person. We both wished he was there, for lots of reasons, but the fact is he was going to be gone for weeks at a time, and that just wasn't an option. In fact he wasn't sure when he would be home, because he had to be gone for several more weeks. Just take it easy,” I said. “I know angel. I'm just a little overworked right now. Babies aren't cheap. They need diapers, food and a bunch of other stuff. And I think I can take care of you two without completely knocking myself out. I'm just a little tired. Nothing to worry about. It's not like I'm getting nothing out of the deal, I got you. OK sweetheart?” Steve asked. “OK, but as your wife and sister, I still worry. You have been working more and more and I'm afraid something might happen. I hate myself for it and always will.but we cant help what gets us off, and to tell you the truth this story even though i lived it and regret it, it still gets me off. if you have and suggestions or questions feel free to say. i will answer you all. and if you like my story i might write more, but different sex that i have had. lol i hate that my first time had to be with someone who didnt love me. anyway, i guess i have turned into kind of a sex freak, i dont really look for love any more,. When she turned around she saw me watching her and she smiled, showing her perfect white teeth and red lipstick.I was a bit ashamed at the moment, but i decided not to back down i moved a bit to adjust my growing boner so she couldnt see it and looked her into the eyes, she smiled again and moved her gaze away.But she didnt move her head all the way back to look trough the bus window but she left it in position so she could see me on the edge of her sight.I was glad she didnt see my boner but.