She asked me if I wanted her to take a bath first but then told me that she wanted me to be natural. I told her that I wanted her natural too.The firs... thing we did was kiss. It was gentle, it was sweet, and it was the longest kiss that I had ever had. Her tongue caressed mine, her lips were soft, and her saliva was the nectar of life. I couldn’t end that kiss so Rachael did and then she locked the deadbolt and hooked the chain on the door.Together we lowered the bedspread and the top sheet. Yes....old film 8mm movies that used a projector and needed either a screen or bedsheet tacked to the wall the watch them. I was fascinated by the anal sex, always saw that the women seemed to be in a lot of pain when they got their ass fucked. Then I watched one of those old movies (I still remember the title: GayLay) this woman starts out playing with herself and starts fucking her pussy with a hairbrush and after a couple minutes she pushes the handle of the brush up her ass. [The 'gay'. ” When I looked at Matt, I also glanced at my wedding ring. Will probably wondered why I did not speak to him. “I can’t do this, Matt. My husband is away visiting family. I want you so bad but I cannot do it like this. We have an open marriage but, we only do it when were together.” As his eyes widened, he rubbed his goatee. “You and your husband swing?” he asked. Taking a deep breath again, “Yes we do. Most of the time he sleeps with someone else and I watch. It’s a beautiful relationship. I was very troubled when Emily and I broke up, because I really felt it shouldn't have been necessary. I didn't know why things always went wrong, or why we fought so much. I began thinking that something I didn't know about was the primary cause of these problems." All of this is just about Emily then?" It's about all my past and current relationships, in different ways. I've had concerns about the ways all of my past relationships have ended. I blamed Brenda completely for our breaking up..