The apartment seemed to echo the dull thud of it. Joe flinched and lowered his head even more. “You fucking disgust me.” Joe quietly pulled on his...jeans and t-shirt. He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled his socks on and pushed his feet into his work boots. He got back up and checked in the mirror to see if he could pass for one of the living yet. J. Guy softened his voice a little, “Hey…hey. I’m sorry, you just aggravate me you know? C’mon you act like a little kid sometimes. I feel like. Within minutes my toes curled and my body exploded but I still needed more, I needed him. As I dressed I could feel butterflies grow in my stomach, as an urgency to be in each others took over. Quickly I grabbed my coat and keys and headed to meet him. As I reached the brick house to wait for him my phone rang “I’m on my way, I’ll be there in a few minutes”. I was sitting at the kitchen table when he walked in, our eyes meet and we both smiled. We moved into the living room and talked. Between his self indulging and self complimenting words, he would demean and degrade mommy neighbor.“Don’t you think you are kinda too big to be wearing leggings,” or, “Maybe you should get a bigger sweatshirt so it will cover that big butt?”He would laugh at his words and nudge me in a jovial way after making his degrading remarks.Typically, I keep my comments to myself but, I could not let him say those things and demean her that way in front of us. Plus, my girl and mommy neighbor were very. An unbidden thought appeared in my mind that perhaps I should be ashamed of my self-pleasuring, but such bliss filled my soul that my compunction quickly melted away. I eased a finger into my body, feeling my inner walls clench and pulse with the hunger that had begun in my blood.With a moan, I pushed my shift up to bare my breasts to the air and shadows. An overwhelming feeling of freedom descended upon me, a stark contrast to the iron bars of my cell and the restraint of the habit I wore.