She knew that the bay window to our front yard did not have curtains or blinds, but it was summer, and the leaves were full, blocking the view to the ...treet. It also helped that we were in a cul-de-sac. The lights added a certain amount of risk, but were necessary to film her. She had played our "porno" movie in the den before, without concern from walkers-by, so...First, I wanted her to understand that this wasn't going to be a night for making "love." I wanted hard-core sex. And first, I. It felt great when I slid the silk panties, pantyhose, and bra on like I did so many times before but this time was different knowing this was going to be my new life. Mom laid out a nice flower print dress that fell just short of my knees with short sleeves. When finished dressing I had to look in the mirror and could not believe how I looked. I was a girl now in my house with mom knowing and being ok with it. I walked in to mom’s room and did a spin as I entered. Mom took one look at me,. I shall write a few comments of my own, before I send it on. Not that I have much hope, but at least you'll know I'd like to keep you."Years later I heard through the grapevine, how much discussion and turmoil my resignation had caused. My boss had expressed his fervent wish to keep me on, pointing out the trouble of clearing a new man and teaching him the tricks of this highly volatile business. At the time I didn't hear anything about these discussions, only the result. We had set our wedding. When she felt the other blokes hand on her arse and realised her dress was up so all the blokes could see she started to struggle a bit to break free but didn't want to attract attention so couldn't struggle too hard. The bloke kissing her just kissed her harder as the other one started to pull down her thong till it fell to her ankles. She couldn't make too much fuss in case other people in the bar noticed so seemed to resign herself to the fact that these blokes were now looking at her bare.