"You do know I've been deliberately teasing you?" I stated, reaching out again. My comment distracted him and, before he could stop me, I felt a lovel... hardness. "And by the feel of things, you don't seem to mind," I added, rubbing his manhood through his shorts.He put a hand on mine but didn't stop me as I leaned forward, keeping eye contact."What's the matter, Nick? D'ya think I don't know what's happening down there," I said, teasing and squeezing his nice thick piece of meat. Our faces were. To be honest he was a bit of a dick. He kept making comments on how short I was "for a lad" then winking at my gf afterwards, she just giggled at him in response."I've just realised" he shouted. "I haven't had a hug yet!"He wrapped his arms around me and give me a tight quick hug before turning to my gf and saying "don't be shy, you need one too".He grabbed my gf and gave her a huge hug. He towered over her, his thick arms and wide frame almost swallowing her whole.I'll admit, I was very. She is pretty hammered and I buy a couple more drinks for her. He is pretty drunk also and I flirt with him. After a short time I offer to help him get his wife back to their room. Once there I undress the drunk woman and get to lay on the bed and she passes out. I then remove my clothes and offer myself up to the man, and he can not refuse. He mounts me for a second or two and then mounts his wife then back to me, this time I will not let go and he soon dumps a huge load inside me and passes. If I let you go. And if you let me go. It’s the only way, now. I’m not right anymore. I have to fix myself, now, or there won’t be anything left to fix later. The panic attacks, they just keep getting worse. I have to do something!”“But have you gone to a doctor? There has to be a way to fix this!”“There is, Matt.”“In Maine? Is there a doctor up there that you’re going to see?”“I’m going there to figure it out. I don’t know exactly how yet, but I know I have to start there.”I shook my head, as.