Melisande had left the house on some errandimmediately after lunch. My suspicion was that she wanted to give methis time to collect myself and to pre...are myself for the upcomingtrial. I was equally certain that she intended for me to be alone withmy growing anxiety and thoughts, too.She said that it would be fun, not painful. How does the promise go -to love and to trust? A lasting relationship requires both. I lovedher, ergo, I must trust her. That trust had not seemed so difficult tofind. It may help to use your tongueto pull the penis in deeper. When you reachthe point where you feel the gag reflex, pausefor a moment, then, without removing thepenis from you mouth, extend your tongue outa little further, then pull your tongue back inyour mouth, pulling the penis along with it.You contact lens wearers will no doubtremember the difficulty you had overcomingthe involuntary urge to blink the first fewtimes you tried to put in your lenses, but withpractice and patience it became. Her synchronised movements made me imagine that the cockthat was being stroked was what was being forced into my mouth.She obviously realised that I was close to orgasm, because she stood upand pulled me to my feet. She took me across to the table. "I guessthat this glass is here ready for use," she said. "Hold your skirt up."So I found myself in the same situation that I had been the previousevening. Standing, holding my skirt up, with my knickers pulled down tomy thighs, while expert fingers. Still, I’m not sure if I want to be a total woman, at least not yet. But I ache to have my own breasts, more than I can say. Once I’ve achieved having them, I’ll think about what to do between my legs later. I want to take it one step at a time.’ We sat quietly for a while, Tom gently stroking my arm, before Tom said it was time for him to hit the sack. I looked at him for a moment, and then invited him into my bed, to sleep with me as Carla. He agreed, and we went upstairs. I went to my room.