We continued browsing, Mae confiding at one point she wished she could try some on and model for me behind the dressing cubicle curtains! I shushed he... smiling, and knowing that trying on bra and panties is not allowed, gently pushed her along the aisle. Finally, she chose 3 sets, asked me provocatively if I thought she would look sexy in them, and then paid when I nodded in affirmation, my mouth drying with the pent-up excitement of it all. The cashier smiled at us, clearly of the view we were. She put me into a state of thinking about absolutely nothing, not asleep but mindless. When I returned to consciousness, I noticed a soft tongue playfully licking my ears and the back of my neck."I hate to go," she whispered. "I really, really hate to go. But I'm due to meet Michal and do design work on the crystal reader." More wet kisses on my ears... "And you have your call in ten minutes."Huh? Ten minutes? I blinked. Yikes! "Uh, thanks Sheffie!"She gave me a final goodbye lick and patted my. Bigshot. Oh my God, you don't remember breaking up, do you?"I shook my head."I have a good idea how much it hurt her," I said. "But no, I don't remember it at all." So you're, like, still in love with her."Tanya had said the same thing, but I hadn't put it in the context of my "memory loss." The last thing I thought about before I went to sleep on Christmas Eve last year was how much I was looking forward to Cammie Rowe — chubby, metal-mouthed Cammie Rowe — coming back from her trip. Jeanne's. Two years later we met and within two months we got married," Joyce revealed to Erin."What happened to number one?" She's been moved to wonderful facility in Arizona. We've visited her a few times since. It's costing him four thousand a month but he's rich enough to take care of her and me." Word of advice," Erin whispered. "Don't start hearing voices in your head."Joyce leaned forward and whispered, "If I do, I won't tell anyone and that includes you."Erin laughed. The first genuine laugh in.