I had some of the food and some soda. I spent some time up in my bedroom reading a book. And I watched "Soap" from 9:30-10:00, though I could hardly h...ar over the sound of the stereo coming from the living room. Mom even let me move the TV into the kitchen to listen, which helped a little.After "Soap", I grabbed another ginger ale and went down to the living room, taking a place on an empty chair. Sharon actually seemed to have thrown a pretty good party, as a lot of people were dancing, and. I came back when my brother ask me to lift up little bit i just got up a little & he pull my kurtha all the way up my face was red with sharm & he did not stop there he pull my kurtha all the out of me i put my hand to my breasts to cover it from my brother & colsed my eyes in sharm he did not talk to me any Think & then i feel his hand on my back i know what he is doing i try to push my self back so he can not open my bra but then i was expose to him in front i was so much in shram that i. ’ * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * If this was going to be my last day on this earth, I thought to myself, it would include one hell of a good breakfast. I made a great steak-and-cheese omelette and a stack of pancakes… then I remembered how Carole would ‘help’ me make pancakes, and I had to work through the pain. The bodies would be flying back here tomorrow… Still, I resolved to eat well, and did so, washing it down with delicious coffee, thinking of all my Detectives at the coffee klatch. Good. Time upon time I would ignore her glancing smiles and look away in disgust. Deep down I hated her, (strong words I know) but it was true. The way she would talk to the men just irritated me, don't get me wrong it was not jealousy but something els.She managed to find weakspots in the men at work and exploit them. At this point I was mad at them for how fucking weak they was in front of her, for giving in to her. All I herd was "you look lovely today, can I get you a drink", "That looks heavy.