I didn’t know what I was going to do if I even found out the truth, but I needed the truth. I bought a small spy cam off Amazon and placed it in my ...lace.And again concocted a story about leaving for another interview. After I came back, I retreated to my room and turned on the footage. Mushtaq came in, with his shoes on followed by my mom. The voice quality was bad, but it seemed like he was quite in control.He sat on the sofa and lifted his feet, and my mom sunk to her knees, untying his. "Andy felt terrible that he had yelled at his mother. She hadn't deservedthat. At the same time, he couldn't let her see him, not as he reallywas. She would be horrified.His mother sat on the bed, reached over, and embraced him. "Okay big guy.Have it your way. We'll talk tomorrow."Andy started to whimper."Why are you crying, Honey?"He rolled over and spoke through tears. "I'm sorry I yelled at you,Mommy. I didn't mean to do it." Oh sweetheart, don't worry about that," she said, brushing away. He turned on the TV to try to get her off his mind, but he could still hear her cries. He didn’t want to cross the line he was walking. It was one thing to kill someone out of necessity, but it was something else to do it for pleasure. He had never considered himself an evil man. A criminal, but not an evil man. He knew that if he allowed himself this pleasure, he would never be able to go back to what he was.Still, Robbie had a point. One way or the other, the girl would have to be killed. Did. You’re mixing your business life and us together. Are you heading in a different direction now?”I looked at Steve and told him, “You are my best friend and confidant. I want to be more like you and Dewey in that I want to be a man who is respected for being a good family man. Dewey is the guy we all look up to as the man with that special power to lead. You, Steve, are the guy who most men wish they could be. I try to emulate you in so many ways because you help your people to be successful. I.